What My Meds Are Doing To Me

"Fall in Toronto"

As infrequent as my posts have been of late, I still find it hard to come up with something to write about. I have received a lot of comments about my lack of bubbliness and enthusiasm in my daily life and I suppose that is due to my meds. They do seem to keep me from getting excited about anything, including writing in these pages, which is why there have been a lack of consistant posting here lately. I don't know how to remedy this unless I quit taking my meds which in the long run could be to my detriment. I need to talk with my doctors who seem to find new pills for me to take every time I go. I have 7 I take on a daily basis right now, the combination of which my be the problem or maybe just one or two of them. All I know is that it is increasingly difficult to work up any excitement about anything, personal, political or otherwise. You guys now how wound up I can get on political stuff, but I can't even read the news with out being bored with it, much less comment on it. So I will be working with my doctors to find a more even and less boring combination of meds so that maybe I can get back to being myself and having a little enthusiasm for that which I love most, my writings here. Please bear with me while I work through this phase of my rehabilitation from my summer episode in the hospital. In the mean time cruise through the photos below for some real inspiration for you daily fantasies. Until next time as always, Enjoy!