Wednesday, October 24, 2007

On Romance....



If you read yesterday's post, then you know I had my first "date" with someone new last night. I stated that I would keep you posted as to how it went, so here we are on the day after. It started out fairly well, the gentleman in question was fairly handsome, baby faced man of 34 with similar tastes and interests. The evening progressed well enough to land us back at my place were we indulged ourselves in my collection of videos of interest to horny guys. This led. of course, to the inevitable series of passionate couplings that lasted well into the morning hours. We agreed to meet again on Friday night for our second date. My friends who introduced us then came by to give him a ride home before heading out to work. After they left, I came to my computer to do my morning Internet surf and discovered something very disturbing. I was missing my modem and one of my cell phones and as it turned out a bottle of French cologne. I immediately called my friends and luckily they had not dropped off my "guest", so I requested that they perform a search to recover my articles . They pulled over into a parking lot and confronted him and he issued a denial, so they complied with my request for a search and found my missing items. They ejected him from the vehicle and reported their findings to me and his roommate (who is also a friend of mine), who then ejected him from his place of residence. They then returned my possessions to me. This left me angry and saddened as I had hopes that maybe romance had found a way back into my life. Instead, I was once again disillusioned by reality and spent most of today in a darkened room avoiding work, responsibilities and public contact. This experience led me to ask the question of myself "Do I wear a sign that says fuck me, rob me, I'm gullible?" that flashes out that message to the world. Of course, that is not true, but still I asked the question. As a card carrying member of the hopeless romantic society (card #A00001), I would hope that this event does not further embitter me or sour me on the prospect of one day actually finding true romance. It does, however, hurt emotionally and will probably result in a period of isolation and recrimination of unknown length. I will try to keep the tone of my posts from being morbid and depressing while I work through my emotional distress. In that vein, I am posting the latest video update in the Nuke saga on ATWT and a romantic music video featuring the boys just below followed by an eye candy section of couples in romantic settings. I hope you bear with me while I work through this. Enjoy the videos and the eye candy.

































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