Here it is once again in the wee hours of the morning where I am staring at the blank page wondering what to write about today. I have my first doctor's appointment in a few hours which I am really looking forward to. I want to get this sleep disorder thing taken care of and I want to get some issues resolved in my mind so maybe I will not have such extremes in my moods. I am sure Will will appreciate any amelioration there. I do need to be more even and not so susceptible to letting depression sneak up and bite me in the ass. I can never tell when it is going to happen, it just creeps in and takes over. That is totally disconcerting to me and highly upsetting to Will, who has to put up with all my shit when I am like that. So here is hoping this little visit to the doctor will start me on the road to wellness once again along with a more healthy sleep pattern. Of course I have a new schedule that only has one midnight shift and no morning shifts or Fraturday in it. That should have a positive effect on my sleep pattern also. I certainly hope that will be the case. In any case I need to catch a couple hours of sleep so I don't doze off on the doctor's couch when I am supposed to be baring my soul to him or her, whichever is assigned to my case. I am also hoping to get into the dental clinic so I can get my bottom plate fixed. It would be so nice to eat a meal without having to fix my teeth in the middle of it. I know, TMI, but loose dentures are a real pain in the ass to deal with. So I will just post some of my vast collection of Men au Natural to get your juices flowing this morning. Until next time as always, Enjoy!








































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